Missing
someone in what seems like an impossible love.That is the purest, raw from of
heartbreak.
It’s
the seal of the envelope to your scarlet letter. Ripped from the pages of your
story with a beggining and the start of a middle, but and the start of a
middle, but an abrupt finish with no end. What comes next is still hidden and
locked away untill time passes and unlocks it.
However,
what happens between and it the present is a swirl of the beauty of being in
love. The pain frustration and disappointment. The hope of past memories
colliding with future possibilities
This
is what a distant love lokks like. This is what it’s like to miss someone who
is so close to your heart, yet at the same time is equally as far.
i was nine, under a sycamore tree
legs crossed, my short skirt showed my knees
my mother drew them together, correcting me
"sit like a girl" she said curtly
how do girls sit, ma?
Straight-backed and focused
chin high with ambition
spines bent, hair unkempt
very, very awake
they weight is invisible
they weight is invisible
it is felt but never seen
cheosnune neol araboge dwaesseo seorol bulleowassdeon geoscheoreom nae hyeolgwan sok DNAga malhaejwo naega chaja hemaedeon neoraneun geol uri mannameun suhagui gongsik jonggyoui yulbeop ujuui seopri naege jueojin unmyeongui juenggeo neoneun nae kkumui chulcheo take it take it noege naemin nae soneun jeonghaejin sukmyeong geokjeonghaji ma love i modeun geon uyeoni aninika urin wanjeon dalla baby unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka ujuga saenggin geu nalbuteo gyesok muanui segireul neomeoseo gyesok urin jeonsaengedo ana daeum saengedo yeongwonhi hamkkenikka i modeun geon uyeoni aninikka unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka DNA i want it this love i want it real love nan neoegeman jipjunghae jom deo sege nal ikkeune taechoi DNAga neol wonhaneunde igeon piryeoniya i love us urimani true lovers geunyeoreul bol ttaemada soseurachige nolla singihage jakkuman sumi meojneun ge cham isanghae seolma ireon ge malloman deutdeon sarangiran gamjeongilkka aechobuteo nae simjangeun neol hyanghae ttwinikka geokjeonghaji ma love i modeun geon uyeoni aninika urin wanjeon dalla baby unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka ujuga saenggin geu nalbuteo gyesok muanui segireul neomeoseo gyesok urin jeonsaengedo ana daeum saengedo yeongwonhi hamkkenikka i modeun geon uyeoni aninikka unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka DNA
doraboji mara
unmyeongeul chajanaen urinikka
huhoeji mra baby
yeongwonhi
yeongwhonhi
yeongwonhi
yeongwonhi
hamkkenikka
geokjeonghaji ma love i modeun geon uyeoni aninika urin wanjeon dalla baby unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka la la la la la la la la la la uyeoni anikka la la la la la la la la la la uyeoni aninikka DNA
I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut my hair
i hate the you drive my car
i hate it when you stare
i hate you big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much that it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate the way you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all
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