to miss you

Missing someone in what seems like an impossible love.That is the purest, raw from of heartbreak.

It’s the seal of the envelope to your scarlet letter. Ripped from the pages of your story with a beggining and the start of a middle, but and the start of a middle, but an abrupt finish with no end. What comes next is still hidden and locked away untill time passes and unlocks it.

However, what happens between and it the present is a swirl of the beauty of being in love. The pain frustration and disappointment. The hope of past memories colliding with future possibilities

This is what a distant love lokks like. This is what it’s like to miss someone who is so close to your heart, yet at the same time is equally as far.

--c

honest to stars

i was nine, under a sycamore tree
legs crossed, my short skirt showed my knees
my mother drew them together, correcting me
"sit like a girl" she said curtly

how do girls sit, ma?

Straight-backed and focused
chin high with ambition
spines bent, hair unkempt
very, very awake
they weight is invisible
they weight is invisible
it is felt but never seen

how do girls sit, ma?

she didn't know. she never did
i do

we sit like we understand

Lirik Lagu DNA - BTS

cheosnune neol araboge dwaesseo
seorol bulleowassdeon geoscheoreom
nae hyeolgwan sok DNAga malhaejwo
naega chaja hemaedeon neoraneun geol

uri mannameun suhagui gongsik
jonggyoui yulbeop ujuui seopri
naege jueojin unmyeongui juenggeo
neoneun nae kkumui chulcheo
take it take it
noege naemin nae soneun jeonghaejin sukmyeong

geokjeonghaji ma love
i modeun geon uyeoni aninika
urin wanjeon dalla baby
unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka

ujuga saenggin geu nalbuteo gyesok
muanui segireul neomeoseo gyesok
urin jeonsaengedo ana daeum saengedo
yeongwonhi hamkkenikka

i modeun geon uyeoni aninikka
unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka
DNA

i want it this love i want it real love 
nan neoegeman jipjunghae
jom deo sege nal ikkeune
taechoi DNAga neol wonhaneunde
igeon piryeoniya i love us
urimani true lovers

geunyeoreul bol ttaemada soseurachige nolla
singihage jakkuman sumi meojneun ge cham
isanghae seolma
ireon ge malloman deutdeon sarangiran gamjeongilkka
aechobuteo nae simjangeun neol hyanghae ttwinikka

geokjeonghaji ma love
i modeun geon uyeoni aninika
urin wanjeon dalla baby
unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka

ujuga saenggin geu nalbuteo gyesok
muanui segireul neomeoseo gyesok
urin jeonsaengedo ana daeum saengedo
yeongwonhi hamkkenikka

i modeun geon uyeoni aninikka
unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka
DNA

doraboji mara

unmyeongeul chajanaen urinikka

huhoeji mra baby

yeongwonhi

yeongwhonhi

yeongwonhi

yeongwonhi

hamkkenikka

geokjeonghaji ma love
i modeun geon uyeoni aninika
urin wanjeon dalla baby
unmyeongeul chajanaen durinikka

la la la la la
la la la la la 
uyeoni anikka

la la la la la
la la la la la
uyeoni aninikka
DNA

10 things i hate about you (1999), dir Gil Junger

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut my hair
i hate the you drive my car
i hate it when you stare

i hate you big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much that it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme

i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry

i hate the way you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all

wordhunterpost

Di hari kamu melangkah pergi, aku memahami bahwa tidak semua yang sudah ada dalam genggamanku akan selamanya menjadi milik ku

karena pada kenyataannya genggamanku pun lepas, kamu berlalu menjadi seseorang yang kini kunamakan masalalu, sosok yang menjadi kenangan, sesekali terkenang

Di hari kamu memilih usai, aku pun menyadari bahwa tidak semua yang ku sebut tepat memang benar-benar ditakdirkan untukku

karena nyatanya kamu hanya menajdi salah satu alasan, kamu hanya menjadi salah satu yang singgah, lalu pamit untuk pergi

Di hari kita selesai, aku juga menyadari. bukan perasaan kita yang tidak lagi nyata, bukan waktu pula yang patut disalahkan, karena memang kenyataanya kita hanya aru bagian cerita yang harus usai.

Dihari kamu melangkah pergi, aku memahami makna mencintai sesungguhnya